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From a Faith Perspective I had a divine appointment with Larry, a man behind the wall. Although we had different ethnic backgrounds, the Father knew what we had in common, as we both have limited eyesight. After our unique “eye discussion,” Larry said he was a Christian and that one day God will forgive Him. I said, “You have already the forgiveness of your sins.” He said, “Not this time.” I tried to reassure him but he said, “Look, I know in God’s time He will forgive me.” “Lord, what are the words I need to speak to him?” I prayed. “Larry, I think I know what the problem is. “ You haven’t forgiven yourself!” He looked shocked, and within the confines of his bunk began to sob heavily. He said, “You just don’t understand. I’m here because I hurt a very important member of my family in a fit of anger.” “Lord, is there someone else you wish to speak with Larry?” I glanced around and saw no one. More praying for wisdom. You’re right Larry, this is a hard one. Even your family might not ever forgive you for what you have done. You removed one of them. But you can learn to love the man you can become. Give Jesus another chance. Reluctantly he complied. At this point, the count call was made and I had to leave him. Although I felt my departure with him was premature, I knew the Holy Spirit would linger with him. I later saw Larry at another retreat talk. He was greeting and hugging others, saying “God bless you, brothers.” With tears in my eyes, I saw God’s outpouring love for Larry. He had been holding himself captive with unforgiveness, and as a result, was hindered in growing in his relationship with the Lord. But now he knows God has forgiven him. Even though he may still be behind bars, he is free at last! Russell, prison volunteer |
